retirement

Today was a retirement potluck for John at work.  This all feels like it happening to fast.  It scares the crap out of me.  John doesn't have another job to walk into and VA benefits won't catch up to him until maybe next year.  His last day at work is the 8th of Feb.  His last day getting a paycheck is the last dayin April.  Which means.  That in May we will have Zero, yes zero income.  Retirement doesn't kick in until the month after that.  When it does we will be getting half of what we get now.  All of this is very scary to me.  I have no idea how we are going to live on that let alone survive May.

John wants to apply for jobs but as of right now, he can't.  He sick more days than he is well.  Jan 30th he is getting a surgery that should hopefully help his meiners.  And after 10 days he'll be able to get a job.  Cause I'm pretty sure there is no job I can get that will makeup for the income we will be missing.

Anyway, Prayers you can send our way and his would be appreciated.