Well, I might be going to Utah tomorrow or Tuesday to get my daughter. I'm not going to go into it I'm just going to say, she's making some really poor choices. That and to top it off she's going out with a guy was convicted as a 16 yr old youth for a crime that that makes me sick to my stomach.
When my baby left here she was my sweet little girl. Now she's being stupid with her education and lying to people. Yes, I realize she might read this. What can I say, I have don't care. I need somewhere to vent. I love her dearly and right now, I can't stop worrying about her.
I was so naive when my kids were young. I thought, it will be so much easier when they are all grown up and I don't have to worry about them as much. Pa shaw, it's worse. There's nothing I can do except pray for her and stand back and let her learn from her choices. I can't protect her from the consequences of her choices. Now matter how much I would like to I think that could hurt her more in the long run.
Grrr. Anyway, if there is no way for her to pass her class we are leaving Tuesday morning to go get her. Then will be back the next day.
In other news. I've taken all the doses of the meds that the doctor gave me and I'm still coughing all the time. Only now the coughing has a new symptom. **Possible gross factor** I almost always have a metallic taste in my mouth that I can't get rid of. so I'm constantly eating to try to cover it. The gross part is that now when I cough, what I can only describe as bile (I have no clue) comes up. At least it doesn't constantly come up. However, there's no warning when it's coming. Makes it hard to function.
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4 years ago
Regarding parenting "adult" children, I told Garn once that I don't remember signing up for that part! Good luck with the next steps. Watching other parents and even personally, I do know that there is great power in a parent's prayer. You're a great mom who loves her kids. Hang on!
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