*Sigh*

It seems I only post when there are awesome things happening or not so awesome things. Today, is no different. I recieved two phone calls the first was from the neurologist office telling me they recieved a referal for me and wanted to set up an appointment. Secretly I cringe as I set up the appointment for monday.

The second phone call was about some labs I recently took. They told me I had been reffered to a neurologist and toexpect that call. They also said that my test show decreased kidney function. So they wantme to more in today for more labs.

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I was totally okay with that information. Or at least I thought I was. Turns out I'm not. That scares me to death. I don't even really know why. I'm not the smarest person in the world so I really don't know what that statement means in reguards to how it will or does effect (affect? what's the difference) me. All I know is I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down and all I want to do is eat JUNK. Why yes I aman emotional eatter. So tell me what does an emotional eatter eat when they aren't suppose to have carbs, sugars or salt?